Sincerity- Original Poem

So many sorries, for only a moment in time
Why do I resent apologies for my life?
Not enough money,
never enough time
I couldn't find the right thing to say, sorry came to easily
Sorry came and was out the door, a forgot utterance
Not tall enough, never skinny enough
I couldn't find the right thing to wear, it was easier not to go
and after a while they don't even matter
Nobody listens to sorry anymore
time and time again
I didn't mean to do it
I didn't think it would hurt you
I'm sorry
So so sorry...