Padme "Ears" Gorsky

Large Chichuau or small German Shepard? You decide.

JetFuelOnly and Crew

I recently stumbled upon a really cool family hobby that will assist me in keeping my kids from vegging out in front of the tv and/or playstation on the weekends. It is called letterboxing, and here is my personal stamp, which I hand carved.

My trailname is, duh...JetFuelOnly

"The Suffering"

Is there a word or right to say Even in this old fashioned way? Go make your move girl I'm not coming home Would things have changed if I could've stayed? Would you have loved me either way? Dressed to the blues day to day with my collar up. Decision sits so make it quick A breath inhaled from an air so sick I cursed the day I had learned Of the web you spun... You had your hold till bleeding Hey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've figured you out Way before the year clocked out Oh, I hope you're waiting Oh, I hope you’re waiting Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in. Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in. Hey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've never walked out So until the sun burns out Oh, I hope you're waiting Would we have lived as a child would care? With this vile to drink I dare Only to cry all alone with your taste on tongue Oh where have you been if it hurts to be forgiving? Bye Should we try this again with hope? Or is it lost, give up the ghost And should I die all alone as I knew I would... Then burn in hell young sinner... Hey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've figured you out Way before the year clocked out Oh, I hope you're waiting Oh, I hope you're waiting Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in. Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in. Hey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've figured you out Way before the year clocked out Oh, I hope you're waiting Hey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've never walked out So until the sun burns out Oh, I hope you're waiting Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in. Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in. Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in. Now listen well...Will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in. And you're not coming in.

-Coheed & Cambria

W. A. L. D.s (Wives Against Long Deployments)

Killing Loneliness

Memories sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
The suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an
Unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me,
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear with a lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls
As secret words are said to start a war
With the venomous kiss you gave me,
I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Killing loneliness
I'm killing loneliness
With the venomous kiss you gave me, I'm killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms, you saved me

-H.I.M.

We Are One Tonight

All rise
All fall
I'll fail you all
We built these cities to stand so tall
We've lost our walls
I don't want to lose you coming down
With the whole world upside-down
I don't have a soul to trust in now
With the whole world upside-down
We are one tonight
And we're singing it out
We are one tonight
And we're dreaming out loud
And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal
We are one tonight
Tonight, tonight!
Two eyes
One tongue
I've come undone
I'm no victim
I paid these dues
I came to lose
I don't want to fight about it now
With the whole world upside down
I don't have a soul to trust in now
With the whole world upside down
We are one tonight
And we're singing it out
We are one tonight
And we're dreaming out loud
And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal
We are one tonight
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
I don't want to lose a common ground
With the whole world upside down
I don't want to fight about it now
And the world was burning out
Let's slow the evening down
Slow it down
Slow down
Please slow down
Down
Down
The stars are comin' out!
We are one!
We are one!
We are one!
We are one tonight!
We are one tonight
And we're singing it out
We are one tonight
And we're dreaming out loud
And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal
We are one tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
(Yeah!)
Tonight!
So fight it out.
So fight it out.
So fight it out, right now.
Tonight!
So fight it out.
We're still fighting out.
Tonight!
So we'll find out
'Till we're one tonight
'Till we're one tonight
Tonight!
One!
One!

-Switchfoot

The Gorsky Family

As Sims

The End to a Beginning

Desperate eyes make a desperate soul
Leave me with nothing here on my own
Simple distraction now tears you away
Searching for nothing here on your own
I'm waiting for something to cover these wounds
I'm waiting for closure here in this place
Simple distraction now tears you away
But I am not leaving here
‘Cause I'm dying here
You run away
Though it's dark inside
I'm alone in here
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for a memory we'll be alright
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for this memory
Desperate eyes make a desperate soul
Leave me with nothing here on my own
Simple distraction has torn you away
Searching for nothing here on your own
I'm waiting for something to cover these wounds
I'm waiting for closure here in this place
Simple distraction now tears you away
But I am not leaving here
‘Cause I've died inside
You run away
But it's dark inside
I'm alone in here
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for a memory we'll be alright
Played with your heart not with your mind
Stay for this memory

-Coheed & Cambria

Helena

Long ago
Just like the hearse, you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on, just like a match you strike te incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star falls
Brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me
Are you near me
Can we pretend to leave and then
We’ll meet again, when both our cars collide
[chorus]
What’s the worst that I can say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Well, if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

-My Chemical Romance

Where'd You Go?

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so
I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
You know, the place you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home

-Fort Minor

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I knowBut I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

-MICHAEL BUBLE

Resolved

I am not one for making New Year's Revolutions, but for the past ten years or so I have been reading books and watching movies, afterwards thinking I could have written that. So...this year, I am going to write that. Now, if you read my blog, it is full of spelling errors, and grammatical errors, and probably all sorts of other errors that I will never realize, because I was never formally trained beyond English 102. So, hopefully, in the process of writing that I will have procured a great and patient editor.

So, cheers to us all, and good luck for a happy and healthy New Year,and keep your eyes peeled for that.

What Did You Get For Christmas?

It is not everyday you get your own jet, even if it is made out of Legos! P thought this would be a pretty fun present! Last year he bought me my own airport, but the kids scattered it across the house before I got it together.



Hope everyone one had a happy holiday!